Thoughts of a Dead Man in Love

Disappointed.
Deceived.
Mocked.
Shattered.

That’s how I feel.
I want to cry,
I want to explode
but I have to dig up strength.
Cheer up, JP!!
Just like you fell in love with her, you must forget her,
she was NEVER yours
and now you know it.
You made plans that now
are mere fantasies
you are NO longer part of her
SHE DOESN’T LOVE YOU!!
SHE DOESN’T VALUE YOU!!
she wants someone else…
someone else who can make her happy
and give her what you couldn’t…
YOU HAVE to let her go.
Even though your heart is breaking, I know,
I feel it.
I drown and sigh.
But you can’t depend on her
forever, no matter how much you long for it
and desire it.
I know you want to see that smile
every day, every moment, every second
but now, that smile is no longer for you
Now, it’s only memories soaked
like photographs in your mind. As it must be,
that’s the only way you can keep her; there’s no other way. NO MORE!!

You got your hopes up and you believed….
you were a fool, you gave yourself again..
you said you wouldn’t do it anymore…
but it was impossible to avoid, it’s easy
to fall in love with her. Because that’s how she is.

Now you just have to let her go, wish her the best and don’t look back… don’t look back…

Listening to Roberto Jordan y Claudio Yarto – Hazme una señal, I feel Sad