It Would Be Today

It would be today—31,536,000 seconds
It would be today—525,600 minutes
It would be today—8,760 hours
It would be today—365 days
It would be today—48 weeks
It would be today—12 months
It would be today—1 year

It would be today when they asked if we were dating and you answered that I hadn’t asked you yet
It would be today when we started the adventure of:

loving you
feeling you
adorning you
kissing you
being yours
staying by your side
being everything you wanted me to be…

but I can only say
that it was half of everything mentioned above:
it wasn’t so many seconds, so many minutes,
so many hours, so many days, so many weeks, so many months
and only 1 year…

IT WOULD BE TODAY THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE, MARKING THE FIRST YEAR

but I’m saying IT WOULD BE… it doesn’t exist..

Still, THANK YOU for the time you spent with me, not for the time you loved me—only you know that—but THANK YOU because I learned a lot from what happened

YES, I died. I’m NOT the same; you killed a big part of me. But it doesn’t matter, I’m standing and ready to keep going. You live in my heart and you will live forever until the last breath of life I exhale.

THANK YOU LILIAN, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER

MY IMPULSES ABOUT YOU
(Alex Syntek)

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I love you more than anyone….
I’m trying to change
my impulses about you
and I won’t allow
my heart to betray me
I’m trying to give
to make you happier
I couldn’t go on
if I didn’t have you here

And walking away
means suicide
I love you more than anyone
and without you
I will never live……….

Everything changes color
when you’re close to me
because you fill my inside
and you tear the love out of me
I wouldn’t even want to think
about what could happen to me
if you tried to end it
for me there’s no one else…….
And walking away
means suicide
I love you more than anyone
and without you
I will never live……….
And walking away
means suicide
I love you more than anyone
and without you
I will never live……….
I’m trying to change
my impulses about you (bis)

I’m trying to change
my impulses about you (bis)…

Listening to RBD – Sálvame, I feel Inspired